Posted by: diskoball on: July 28, 2011
Here it goes again…… I have returned.
After what seems like a whole year, here I am, a completely new me. So much has happened for the past year and it has been one hell of a ride. There was school, work, friends, boyfriend, new hobbies, adventures. There are so many memories that i wish to pen down but don’t know where to start.
But i refuse to do the whole ‘lemme give you everything in a nutshell’ entry.
The most important thing for you to know right now, is that I am in a transition phase. I am still, after 28 years of life on this planet, trying to find my way round this concrete jungle. I am still trying to put both my mind and heart on the same plate, although they fight over the space all the time.
I admit, I am struggling. But too stubborn to admit to others that I am.
Don’t tell me that it’s wrong, it’s just that I feel at this age i should be able to know or have an idea of the life I want for myself. And I don’t want any pity stares or incredulous looks should i open my heart to anyone.
Well, I leave this as my first entry. I might wake up to delete this so if you read it then you’re one of the lucky ones.
Sab